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Taking full responsibility for my mane. I admire people who take good care of their blonde hair cos I can’t care less. #hair #brown #dyed

Taking full responsibility for my mane. I admire people who take good care of their blonde hair cos I can’t care less. #hair #brown #dyed

who sells fries sprinkled with truffle and sea salt flakes for $1.50? THIS PLACE. A 10” pizza and fries for just $9.40. Move over, overly priced breakfast sets and expensive coffee. I’m having me some REAL FOOD. #simonroad #whitehousepizzaandsnacks #dinner #twopeoplesportion #cheapeats #yumyuminmytumtum  #yum #gymtoeat #food #sgfood #pizza #fries  (at 965 Upper Serangoon Road - 后港六条石)

who sells fries sprinkled with truffle and sea salt flakes for $1.50? THIS PLACE. A 10” pizza and fries for just $9.40. Move over, overly priced breakfast sets and expensive coffee. I’m having me some REAL FOOD. #simonroad #whitehousepizzaandsnacks #dinner #twopeoplesportion #cheapeats #yumyuminmytumtum #yum #gymtoeat #food #sgfood #pizza #fries (at 965 Upper Serangoon Road - 后港六条石)

I’ve never had a good experience with oats. My grams made me eat it whenever I was sick (╥﹏╥). But last night I poured raw oats, soy milk, strawberry jam and some choc chips into a jar and popped it into the refrigerator before bed. Took it out this morn, topped it with blue berries and maple syrup. Result - AWESOME BREKKIE. Have a Good Friday! Thank you Jesus for dying for our sins that we may boldly look to You as we walk our paths to righteousness. ❤️ you BIG J   #breakfast #goodfriday #family #food #sgfood #overnightoats #blueberries #yumyuminmytumtum

I’ve never had a good experience with oats. My grams made me eat it whenever I was sick (╥﹏╥). But last night I poured raw oats, soy milk, strawberry jam and some choc chips into a jar and popped it into the refrigerator before bed. Took it out this morn, topped it with blue berries and maple syrup. Result - AWESOME BREKKIE. Have a Good Friday! Thank you Jesus for dying for our sins that we may boldly look to You as we walk our paths to righteousness. ❤️ you BIG J #breakfast #goodfriday #family #food #sgfood #overnightoats #blueberries #yumyuminmytumtum

17 04 2014

In 2010 i fell in love and i wrote about how i fear he wouldn’t love me the same i did him. And my fears became reality as i saw the person i loved siting across me burry his head looking as if he’s about to blow, because he didn’t love me at all and he didn’t dare to say it out. 

It was a period of pain afterwards; one of bitterness and of self hate. A period of self denial. “Don’t give a damn, just be a friend” “It’s okay, at least I’m giving it to someone i love” and i let myself lay a rug. 

Things ended and I left to study. Three months past and I return. Still struggling; grappling pain. The way vines grow and creep up a structure and grow and strengthen until one day the vines are so large, they squeeze the structure in all corners. There’s no space, none to expand under the sun, squeezed even more every minute. The very breathe in my lungs leaving me. I crumble to the ground. There’s nothing left of me. 

I received help. I paint. I paint ugly but i didn’t care because they were the ugly emotions poured out. life moves on.  

Last year we met at a party. I became sad. My memories returned. I drank, I cried and, i drank some more. I go home with another man and then we fell for each other. 

Today, my heart pounded as 1730 approached. Good thing he’s late. This gives me time to sit down and familarise with the surroundings so i can begin to feel comforted, so i’ll look less jumpy. 

He arrives. We chat. He uses the phone every second of the conversation. out of politeness we make some eye contact mid conversation. I feel awkward because i have no use for my phone. Small talk finished he wants to take a puff but forgot his lighter. We stood there outside the mall, a few more minutes of small talk and then he leaves. 

My hands tremble. I calm myself down. It’s a lot easier now. And now i have the last thing of mine back from him. This is my resolve; my happy ending, my full circle of this person coming into my life. 

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I think I’ve found the best oyster omelet (orlua). I had to, just had to take a close up of this BEAUTY. It’s not mushy and yucky like typical ones, it’s CRISPY and oysters are fresh! Worth every calorie! 😋 #dinner #oysteromelet #sgfood #food #yumyuminmytumtum #yum #orlua #kovan #meesekfoodcourt (at Mee Sek Food Court, Kovan)

I think I’ve found the best oyster omelet (orlua). I had to, just had to take a close up of this BEAUTY. It’s not mushy and yucky like typical ones, it’s CRISPY and oysters are fresh! Worth every calorie! 😋 #dinner #oysteromelet #sgfood #food #yumyuminmytumtum #yum #orlua #kovan #meesekfoodcourt (at Mee Sek Food Court, Kovan)

A bird and a beautiful art piece. Beautiful stamps from Romania. #romania #stamps #art #beautiful

A bird and a beautiful art piece. Beautiful stamps from Romania. #romania #stamps #art #beautiful

Craving satisfied + we tried out crispy corn, corn loosely coated in a tempura like batter, deep fried and seasoned. Didn’t taste oily at all. Really light, sweet and savory with the seasoning. #ippudosg #ramen #tonkotsu #sgfood #lunch #stillfull #enoughofporkbonesoup #foodcoma #yumyuminmytumtum  #yum  (at Ippudo, Mandarin Galery)

Craving satisfied + we tried out crispy corn, corn loosely coated in a tempura like batter, deep fried and seasoned. Didn’t taste oily at all. Really light, sweet and savory with the seasoning. #ippudosg #ramen #tonkotsu #sgfood #lunch #stillfull #enoughofporkbonesoup #foodcoma #yumyuminmytumtum #yum (at Ippudo, Mandarin Galery)

And finally we had fish cake. I think this is better than prawn because I like the taste of spices. And yes they did taste kinda like otah but wo the chili kick. So some dipping is required. #stillfull #sgfood #nakhonkitchen #foodcoma #fireinmybelly #fireinmyhead #lunch  (at Nakhon Kitchen)

And finally we had fish cake. I think this is better than prawn because I like the taste of spices. And yes they did taste kinda like otah but wo the chili kick. So some dipping is required. #stillfull #sgfood #nakhonkitchen #foodcoma #fireinmybelly #fireinmyhead #lunch (at Nakhon Kitchen)

Inside of said #wrappedupgoodness . Chicken tigh meat seasoned and mushed together in pandan leaf before frying. #sgfood #lunch #chicken #nakhonkitchen #feastday #yum  (at Nakhon Kitchen)

Inside of said #wrappedupgoodness . Chicken tigh meat seasoned and mushed together in pandan leaf before frying. #sgfood #lunch #chicken #nakhonkitchen #feastday #yum (at Nakhon Kitchen)